To Infinity

March 09 2007

Far more wiser then his age.

Tonight as we were watching a movie, a man in the movie was dying. Hayden started to cry and began to express his feelings of wishing he didn't loose his Grampa Bruce and Grampa Doug. He said how much he misses them and then questions me "Am I gonna die too one day"? How Do I begin to anwer these questions to a 4 year old when I as an adult do not wanna face them or answer them myself. This is one of those time when the truth hurts to much to tell and I'd rather protect him from it.

So My Dear Sweet Hayden, as far as I'm concerned as your Mother, no matter what the future holds tomorrow or 100 years from now we will always be together as a family. I Love you, C.j and Hailey with all my heart either here on Earth or in Heaven we will be together.

Till Infinity.


Love Mommy

P.S. I sure miss Grampa Bruce and Grampa Doug with all my heart too!!!!!